The JournalThe pain, the anguish, the hopes, the dreams - everything he feels, he keeps to himself. Others always wondered about it - the words he never spoke - the things he never showed. The burden of being the older child, if bring a nice guy - the pain of being ignored. What started as a 5 year old wanting to be an astronaut, to settling for a profession he loved no more - of Dreams turned to Comprises - of feeling left out, all alone in a crowd - he never spoke... But that was because words couldn't justify - were never enough - to show - the fear that had him trembling... the fear of disappointing those he loved once again... The screw up kid, at 22, wanting to be normal - to be liked - be in a group where people asked his opinion, a family where people looked up to him. He never uttered a word... But if you caught him, staring quietly at something, he is probably writing it all out in his Journal - in words never uttered... in colours that don't exist.... |
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